Artists

Lydia Ourahmane

Press release

Dear Lydia, What does it mean to exhibit images that were never meant to be seen? Filed away in boxes, gathering dust—in occultation. Pressed between two pieces of glass, they are the opposite of entombed. (The words museum and mausoleum are forever twinned, says Douglas Crimp.) They are porous, open, transparent. A picture of possibility. Is that fair to say? These images: traces of places, textures and colors. The experience of looking at them is a little like groping for meaning the morning after a dream. Arranged in horizontal rows as contact sheets—negatives and positives both—they suggest a riddle and its clever retort. A riposte to the authority of the singular image; films rather than monumental moments. Taken together, they constitute a sort of map of your life. A map composed of traces. Of course, you being you, one has to move up close to make out the images. Like hieroglyphs to decipher, they are elliptical, occasionally inscrutable, perfumed by mystery. Didn't you once tell me that you started out as a photographer? Your missionary parents were always documenting their lives and you believed that photography would be your art, too. Your first photos were taken with an old Canon – a gift from your father. A camera you continue to use, two decades later. Duct tape holds together its fraying parts. Yours is an art of possibility, open-endedness, accident. Of uncommon alchemy. What is the inverse of linear? Zigzag. That's you, Lydia. How fitting that these images were taken around the edges of past projects. Projects realized and others not. Among those not realized: a series of images of young boys posing by the sea. One of them had stolen your dog, right? You hunted him down and you thought it might be interesting to make a film about him and his friends. A form of redemption? (My understanding is that you abandoned the project when one of them died.) Elsewhere: a car on fire in the desert and its charred remains; traces of an elaborate effort to secure migration papers for an Algerian man; and a portrait of your grandmother on her deathbed in Oran. There are two works in the show with which I am deeply familiar. One of them has stuck in my mind since you first showed it to me. I'm referring to the piece with the teeth. The teeth formed from gold. I don't know if I've ever seen anything so beautiful and also so brutal. And it's so characteristic of you: the way in which you extract a story from life, then digest it and distill it into something that both captures the story and exceeds it. That piece captured my heart. I was endeared when I learned that this work was an ode to your Algerian grandfather, a man who as a youth had pulled out his own teeth one by one in order to get out of serving in the French army. The story goes, if I recall, that you made new teeth by melting down a gold chain you had bought from a little boy by the sea. One of those gold teeth resides inside of your mouth. The sum you paid, 300 euros, is roughly the amount one might pay for passage across the Mediterranean. That boy may or may not have used the money you gave him in this way. It's nice to imagine. The more I look at these photos, I notice that they hover over specific geographies. Mostly in Algeria, the country of your birth. There's El Ayaïda, where your parents ran their first underground commune; Oran, the seaside city where you grew up; Algiers, the capital city you moved to in your late 20s; and Tassili N'Ajjer, the prehistoric cave painting-filled desert which has resisted taming for millennia and from which you have staged works. This show is taking place in France. Do you think about that? From an Algerian point of view, France is obviously a font of oppression. A former colonial power that has strenuously avoided acknowledging its crimes; its efforts to erase, pulverize, invisibilize. Is part of this about making visible what has been obscured? Probably not. But a byproduct, at least. I keep coming back to smuggling as a theme. Smuggling is a leitmotif throughout your art; smuggling ideas, histories, all manner of contraband. It seems to run in the family. How perfect that eight years ago you and your father smuggled 85L of soil from Oran so that it could be emptied and walked upon in the gallery today. Like a carpet full of holes. An omen? Or a wish. It's the soil that has soiled your hand, rendered it red, in one of the images on show. Soil is elemental. Soil is fertile. Oran is where it all began. Among other things, this is a show about beginnings. Love, Negar